another lesson learnt.....

i always thought that i'm prepared for most situations thrown my way...
but there again i guess not...
i knew that gals by nature were more bitchy than our male counterparts cuz we simply luv to know wat is goin on in other ppl's life and add in our comments and feelings and all...
sometimes its in the name of fun...
while sometimes its not...

i will never ever forget the feeling of being arrowed and shot mercilessly by u with the "backing" of everyone in the gp..without even a chance to say anything in my defense...
pronouns like "we" ..."as a gp"... "we all feel"... are extremely constrasting to "YOU"...
taking upon urself to confront mi is fine...but dun do it when u give ppl the impression that u are voicing the concerns of evryone...
yes its true some ppl might have smiliar issues that they want to voice it...n u being the nice and kind-hearted person took it upon ur shoulders to bear the brunt or responsibilty of the outcome of the confrontation..
but when the final outcome does not go wat u expected...
dun u dare hide use the excuse that since u were being meddlesome and trying to reslove the issue b/w mi n everyone else... i'm the one largely at fault..

it jus makes mi sick!!... u tink now acting in korean shows ah!that you act one way in front of others and another side of u jus happens to resurface when faced with mi?!...

honestly if u tink that by doing wat u are doing is goin to gain u more frens and support... then seriously just go ahead...but pls do bear in mind that eventually the day will come that ppl will see thru u...no matter how long it takes or how well u try to musk wat u truely are capable of..rue the day that ppl will find out for themselves the person you are...


u wan to play these type of games for goodness sake leave mi out!

i have no wish to be embroiled in this stoopid drama that you are directing...cuz honestly its not only childish but tasteless as well...it kinda reminds of silly bitch fights in sec sch.. jus a tad like it..

actually i'm kinda glad today i met up with a fren that i havent excatly been been to keep in contact for the longest time... the non-judgemental and rational train of thought was just wat was required at that point in time...

went for a walk... just kinda wat i needed..to yhear the rays of the sun scorching down my skin..giving affirmation that life pretty much goes on...regardless of how many times in life that one has been hurt...regardless of how deep the wound inflicted by ppl whom you thought would not resort to such means.... watever the case...the wound or scar will always remain there...another painful reminder of not being trustin of those ard one...to be wary even of those close to one's heart...

its sad isnt it...when one evolves to be someone or thing...so scary that one does not even recognize it.... but there always a couple of options...many would choose to hide this side... but i would rather have chosen elimination...so that this awful side will not have the chance to harm others...

Florence