wat the fuck!...

Hmmm...

this is so interestin...

yest we were assigned and allocated work to do n i did my part and as usual mailed to the rest of my gp members...

i'm sorry that wateva i've done is not up to satisfication but honestly i would seriously appreciate it if u could be more specific and tell mi from the start what is expected so that i can complete it the way u all want it...

and for your information i did inform you that i wont be able to make it for the meeting and since you didnt receive the sms which i sent to evryone..i have no idea why either... the meeting was at nine which i realised that i couldnt make it due to something that cropped up... did u even bother to listen?!... No of cuz not u left the conversation when i was abt to explain myself n went offline shortly after...

After a mere 26 mins i received a msg askin mi to redo certain stuff and how it would be appreciated that i told evryone i would not be online.. in the first place i only found out abt the revision needed at like close to 850 cuz i havent checked my mail... n honestly i dun rem any of us givin u an earful when u took a nap n came to the meeting last nite close to an hr late.. i certainly didnt tell u that i would appreciate if u could b punctual for online discussions which u arranged!...

went online later n u were askin whether will i b free for some pinic thingy..then suddenly the next thing i knew... u needed to talk to mi...in fact others wanted to talk to mi as well over wat is happenin n apparently its something related to our nicks?...

This is funny... do u mean to say that i can only type in a nick that is approved by the public or those on my msn list?wat a joke! when i asked u for details abt y the sudden urge to have a "talk' u brushed it away saying it was a long story?!and treat it like u didnt say anything or some permanent pms...

seriously wat the fuck?... u wan to say something spit it all out...dun say somethin leave it hangin midway!... finally the situation was explained which i still cant see wat was the big fuss abt at all!... so obviously i asked whether was this wat the loads of ppl who wanted to talk to mi abt... u said not exactly...do u have any idea how sickening is it?...

how sickening it is to b constantly blamed
to be misunderstood by others cuz i dun say anything or stand up
to be cast in the role of the bad guy
the one who started the entire shit n u being the victim

wat the hell.... n the best thing was i didnt exactly do a fuckin thing... at least if i did n i get the blame i wont feel so frustrated.. but the problem is i dunno wat i've done to deserve this.. the only thing i could think of i couldnt make it to the online discussion...

n the funniest thing was u asked mi to tell u how i felt and feel free to confront u... well, at this pt of time i'm pretty much irritated, frustrated, pissed off, resigned and confused with wat exactly is happening here...cuz i appear to b the focus of wateva is happenin n yet no clue as to why it is happnenin...

i'm not even goin to explain myself anymore...wat is the damn point when no one freakin listens...so be it... u just wateva the heck u wan.. i dun freakin care anymore... its too tiring to constantly explain my evry action when others demand that i do...

Florence