~nothinG in this world PiSses mi off than ppl like that!..~

cancelling once is understanable...n i accept it n try to understand there r oblingations...
cancelling twice is starting to irritate mi..."u mean u cancelling again?!"
cancelling thrice in a row for three consective weeks...
is realli testing n over the limit!!!!
wat the fuck?!..
n to top it off it was told to me so freaking last min
supposed to meet today n u tell mi in the morn after lec?!...
did u have any idea not only that is damn rude,inconsiderate but just plain fucking annoying!!
to tink i was thinking since we arranged to keep tis day aside to meet for dinner then one should try their best to turn up?!!
three fucking times in a row?!
i cant believe it!
n to tink i pushed off appointments with other frens!

n why the hell did i do that?
cuz its only common courtesy n moreover this is a prior arrangement so others take a back seat!
n seriously for wat?..unappreciative asshole who only knows how to take others as a fool and for granted?!!

i hate the damn way u treat ppl i seriously think u should reflect on urself!!

i honestly am starting to believe n think that noone else will allow u to do all this shit to them but yet i'm constantly subjected to it!!grEat just greAt


since the start i have been feeling a lot of unhappiness...to the point that i cant even be bothered to even communicate with u...
after the "talk" i was tinking mayb i shall give it another chance...

wtFis it simply because i seem to be the type that is perfectly fine to push off?!!

"i mean why would Florence mind rite?!she totally understands so i can just push her off another week...in fact dun even need to cancel on her earlier...just tell her the nite before..or even better on the day itself..she is such a easy going n wont give mi much shit over the issue!"

well missy i guess u miscalculated.


n dun u fucking dare to ask me wat is wrong or try to twist it and make mi feel that it's my fault...

if i blew u off thrice like that in that sort of manner that made one feel small n worthless of even a decent notice...i bet u would have jumped rocket high n calling to ask mi why didnt i wan to go out instead?!..

ppl like u dun even deserve n neither do u treasure another chance cuz all the time u just expect to be given it without a question!! "it's nothing wrong wat...i totally derseve it n of cuz its not my fault it's always someone's else's fault"

HellO n start waking up!!stop blaming others cuz in that way u will never see any "growth"within u!n u will forever be stuck at the elementary stage of blaming others n not progressing forward!!

i said my piece!
it's realli ur choice whether u wan to heed these words...
at the end of the day when things go wrong...
for goodness sake dun come crying for help..
i'm through with u...

Florence