hmmm.....

its strange that i cant sleep...in fact its not that strange... i'm bloody tired n yet i cant seem to fall asleep either that or i'll dream...lately ppl ard mi have been in my dreams... not that i can see the faces but the strangest thing is the feelin it gives mi...

now its still the hols...i got nothing to worry...no work..or studies..living life in a such a relaxed pace..n yet the feelin of heaviness within is never far..i caught myself sighin again...not a good sign at all...damn..i cant understand why i'm feelin like that though..n the worst part is it usually strikes at night... when its so still n silent.. all one can hear is the wild hammerin of my heart..

tink i'll watch the clouds go by..n jus stare at the sky!...

i wan to cry..n jus let the tears cleanse mi... i feel couped...i cant let go n i cant find release

ah...i noe should go swimmin soon!..

Florence