~its all abt u..~

its always abt u issint it?!the entire freakin universe revolves ard u as if u were the only human being..put urself in my shoes how would u feel if i suddenly called u when u r on ur way back on the bus...sayin that i wan to go out with my frens..but i'm using u as a shield..i agree of cuz...for the simple reason u r my fuckin sister..the original venue of suntec changed to town...did u even bother to tell mi?...of cuz u didnt why should u?! i'm jus ur bloody shield...i proceed to serene centre n finally to my fren's house jus so that u can go out n hang with ur frens..did u ever tink that i could have wanted to go back home but for ur sake i went ahead with ur idea...lucky my fren was so willing to put mi up at her place if not i'll probably b outside waiting like a foolish asshole jus for u!no msg came till 9 plus sayin u walkin towards taka...which for a moment didnt make sense to mi at all..then i realise u in town..i wanted to watch the 9 olock show..but u insisted that it will b too late...fine so i left earlier to catch the bus back..but i waited a damn long time for the bus..close to 15 mins i tink..received ur call..u asked where i was n i replied i'm still waitin for the bus..u started screamin sayin i should have left earlier n yelled that i should take a cab to meet u..then it jus struck mi why the fuck n wat the hell i'm i doin all tis?!i agreed to ur plan..missed my show..waited for u.. n at the end of the entire day instead of hearin a simple word of thanks i get screamed at..like seriously wat the fuck...honestly lorz..i was jus so pissed off that i cut off the line cuz i knew that if i said anything we would b screamin n yellin at each other..my face went black..it seriously isnt my fucking problem if u didnt tell her wat we agreed on...cuz in the first place u NEveR tink for others..i was fumin..still fumin when i got back..see u acting like nothing was wrong..talkin n all..didnt wan to talk to anyone..how freakin self centred can one be?!i told u next time pls do wateva plans properly...n guess wat ur ans didnt surprise mi sayin that it was somebody's else fault..hello!! for goodness sake i dun give a fuck wat happens all i ask is when u wan something dun always expect that u get ur way!no one likes being treated like shit..i jus dun understand how come u r like that?!jus because u're related to mi in flesh n blood u mean it gives u a right to treat mi like that?! i tink i already given u a lot space n leeway but yet wat the hell i get in return?!crap serious crap...n u noe wat was the best thing ..everything n all the anger i felt would have dissapeared with a "sorry" from u..jus a simple n sincere sorrie...which of course its impossible since it must b all my fault for being late..yes sirre..all florence's fault again...amazing isnt it..it always my fault

~i had enough of tis~

Florence