i jus realised something...how could i be so dumb..i walked right into the same situation that i told myself i will never do that again..cuz its jus too painful to have the feelin of familiarity..the knowledge tt it will never happen..n yet hating urself for the sense of helplessness...it jus suddenly occured to mi..i honestly cant believe i'm so dumb..aaaaragggghhhhh*smacks forehead* stupid stupid gal why do u never learn from ur lessons..n commit the same mistake u swore it will not happen again!..i'm plain silly!!a damn ass..aiya..how..how..?..i seriously feel like slapping myself left, right n center for falling for it despite having my eyes wide open..i'm jus so irritated at myself..cuz i'm pretty sure its a one way....i should have noticed the signs la..why wasnt i more observant ..mayb i could have done something to rectify the situation..so wat should i do now...flo flo u r hopeless!..there is nothing else i can say abt u!aiya!!!! i'm close to the pt of being distressed liao.....stupid gal!!!

~stupid stupid stupid!!~

Florence