~pre sch jitters~
afternoon of 24th july..

yes jac i'm actually goin to blog abt something ok!!the hols have passed too soon for my likin..cant believe that 3 months jus practically flew by..not eactly lookin forward to sch despite some ppl sayin it will b a welcomin change to beat monotony...its funny how i never seem to b bored even though i can doin absolutely nothin...mayb its an innate skill of mine to make the most of evry moment...i dun like to spend too much time dwellin on crap tt is not worth my time n effort...tt was my mentality when i was younger..now...hmm..i'm still learnin to accept inevitables n try to b content with wat i have..well that would mean no fall of expectations n no hurt experience rite..some ppl tend to b givin..sacrificin close to everythin they have to others...some r plain selfish only knowin how to take but no such thing as sharin a pat of themselves to others...i often wonder to myself where do i fall in these 2 extreme categories..i do noe tt sometimes i'm a bitch not spain any mercy when my tongue runs wild..but more often its jus all in the name of fun not malice..

sch sch sch...hmmm...the only fact that perks mi up is tt at least i got a pair of nice berkies fr those tu-heads!!i luv u all...ya i will only say it here i wont tell it to ay of u in real life la!!n i muz emphasize the fact tt its not the prezzie tt made mi so happie..but its rather the thought n effort u took cuz u knew tt would make mi happie..its been a while since others wan mi to b happie n actually made the move to make mi tt..its a tad strange at first..but for once i actually feel appreciated..n tt is a feelin ive havent been experiencin in a while...n for tt i thank u..its strange how time makes one change n yet trances of familiarity is there..environment changes..ppl's character...one's outlook...cant say i like everythin..but at least its not dauntin..tis hols was actually way better than all the hols i had ever since i entered Uni i tink partly its kinda due to bren n mariam ba..funny isnt it...if u told mi a yr ago i would have been denying vehemently..cuz of the simple fact i wasnt tt close to them at that pt in time..

a thought tt jus to my mind..no one likes to b a fool n i'm no exception..sometimes i realli wish tt i could give some of my spunk n frankness to others..cuz in tt way mayb i wont b so bad...i rarely forget wat happens n sometimes it amazes mi the clarity in which certain issues r rem...n nope i dun tink its cuz i'm "narrow-minded" cuz its not tt i bear grudges over it...jus tt it will always serve as a constant reminder..cuz obviously i hv no wish to b hurt again..i'm gettin more n more long winded..or mayb cuz i'm makin up for lost time *inside joke* n jus to clarify i dun exactly talk non-stop lorz!!*warning look* rite?! ya i noe i dun *grinz*...jus feelin irritated at the thought of wakin up at bloody 6 evey morn..eatin in a stuuppidd canteen..quenin up not jus for food but evry damn thin.. the crowds..the heat in the canteen...aaaarrgggghhh i'm so not lookin forward to tt..oh ya n the bloooody texts which will cost so much helloo seriously i got better places to spend my money..actually come to tink of it..i do noe some ppl who oh might tink tt i'm frivilous spendin my time n money on goin out with frens n stuff for myself..n basically a meaningless existence on earth..but i muz stress tt i'm not a freakin bimbo ba..i hate it when ppl assume i'm ditzy cuz of the things i do n use...but do i look like i care?!Nah!

~oh yipppee sch starts tml...~*sighs~

Florence