~solitude~


the stillness of the night is something whish i have always enjoyed..cuz there's noone to disturb mi n its jus mi being alone in the comforts of familarity..i like having my own personal space..even when i was lil i could b by myself engrossed in wateva..n i never felt the need to b with others n all..

then i changed a tad when i was growing up..i wanted to b always surrounded by ppl for the fear of loneliess ..along the way..ppl came n go..lessons learnt n the bruises i gotten healed n the scars will remain..i made a couple of frens too..most of them have stuck thru mi thru thick n thin..i treasure thema hell lot..while some gives my life a riot of colour n emotions..but never once in my life i have lost my sense of identity..i'm florence loo not someone's else's fren..i have to b true to myself..n i cant lose track of that if not i'm aint worth nuthin anymore..

i dislike answerin to ppl even my own parents..esp my mum hahha cuz she's such a nag at times..i hate it when my grandma does tt..like wat frealkin right does she have but anyways jus thankin god she's not here for the moment..she jus evades into ppl's space manz jus her presense pisses mi off!! haha i'm biased so wat?! ...i'm sorry that u have been hurt by the things i said n felt..mayb cuz i listen or advice too much ..that i dun have the habit of tellin ppl issues that disturb..unless i realli cant take the heat anymore..or to my faithful confidate!so i try to deal with it..thru swimmin , exercising ..n yes bloggin..but sometimes when all fails..it jus gets the better of u..n its true wat someone once said..i do hide behind those masks all too well..cuz there's no pt in makin evryone upset n try to cheer one up..cuz at the end of the day the problem is still there for one to deal with it..hmm..startin to talkin nonsense again..

life is so so much more..thats wat i have always believed in!!might as well live it to the fullest..n take risks..n jus embrace life..ooooss i feel like swimmin under the sun or stars!! nature is the best healer..

~to all the frens that i have hurt along the way..i'm sorrie..~

Florence