Since the start of the entire saga, i tried my best honestly to do all i could as a fren..to the extent of droppin meeting my other frens as often jus to spend time with u..to make u feel better..but wat the hell did i get in return?!nothin but accusations of being a lousy or bad fren who doesnt care abt others..who doesnt stick ard when the tough gets goin...that is something which i jus cant accept..jus the thought of it gets mi so freaking riled up..i always try to place others before mi even to the extent of droppin wateva shit i'm tinkin of doin or in the process of doin..n yet i didnt ask anything in return have u ever considered or try tinkin wat have i asked fr u?! have i ever complained abt ppl not spending time with mi?! have i ever question others abt how they r spending their everyday n fuss when i realise its not with mi?! so wat exactly is wrong ?!i jus dun get it! wat more am i supposed to give?! i have devoted time n effort to others even to the extent of neglecting my family n myself is it simply too much to ask when i wan time alone or with others?!honestly if this is wat i get for bein nice..then seriously no thanks.

mayb its something wrong with mi..ya in fact its my fault cuz fr the startr i never made a stand neither have i been speaking my mind or being as truthful as i want to..cuz i noe wat devasting consequences n implications these words would create so i kept it all inside not telling anyone abt it..but its seriously the last straw when i get accused of untruths or half truths...ya i'm human so obviously there's a temper to boot..wat do u expect?! there is only a certain amt of crap tt one can take..i feel damn freakin suffocated tt i cant breathe..

~i need space before i jus explode~

Florence