~its been a long while..~


last of my assignments happened on fri ...stayed up till like 5.30 am to vomplete it cuz as usual mi a last min person...mayb cuz its the pressure of the obvious lack of time that keeps mi goin...glad that its over n done with..but it also spells the coming of more exams...sianz..

actually my social life is gettin better...fr attendin bday parties..to goin out with brenda n co, addy n yes mariam too..life is gettin more confusin i swear... heard mummy talkin abt a person's soul n wat happens when we die..n i started tinkin..i guilty of so many many things that i dunno where to begin..i want to do wat is right..but is that really right?!will i b doomed to eternity of hell? am i dat wicked??!! ...wat should i do..so many qns...but i cant seem to ans these qns ..

sometimes i yearn to b free fr all contact..when i wont talk but just b lookin at others...as a bystander watchin life whizz pass...mayb in tis way..i wont b a participant..but rather an observer..then i wont b hurting ppl with my actions n wont b a serpent..wat do u believe in??..does that matter..or principles...disjointed thoughts..still typin...n yet i still cant decide...wat am i??...wat realli am i??..

~confusion reigns...~

Florence