~lalalala~ deadlines coming but i dun exactly care!!

hhahaha havent been exactly blogging that often la actually quite a lot of stuff happened during tis time la...understanding others better esp those that r in the same specialization...suanin skill is improving n yes i'm the subject as well lorz!! no fair manz!! next time dun tell u all *crosses arms across chest*...got back my tests n quizzes...didnt do t fantastic despite putting in loads of effort...k i admit its kinda last min effort la..but heyz its stil effort lorz... have been going out pretty late n often !! sentosa was fun in a way didnt manage to get much of a tan n nope my freaking face is not tan enough... n i realise a pt when i was standing at a bus stop tt guys dun realli care if ur face is pretty or not , whether u're smart n witty, or u're fun to b with cuz all they have eyes for is ur body lorz!! n i tink tt is rather pissing la!! saw tis gal loud mouth n vulgar, those crudish girls lorz...for god's sake she was wearing heel n tight pants but some how she just made the entire outfit look so bad cuz of her attitude...no polish nor class..eeewww...n guess wat guys were checking her out...so i assumed she was pretty till she turned...wham!! i almost piang san lorz...cuz yellow face weird lips...sliity n droopy eyes n flat(almost pancake nose) ...erhm...not exaactly my idea of being beautiful lorz!!....in fact i was pretty disgusted lorz...

k enough abt her lorz...sometimes i feel like a fake..haiz dunno la...but more or less resloved abt the entire issue liao!! thanx evryone involved for giving the advice u all should noe who u all r ba!! mi will keep it in mind n will try very hard not to b so easily peisei k!!wahahaha...glad that its stronger than the past n seriously hope it stays tis way lorz!!

at times i yearn to experience the impossible cuz i noe myself... the wall was built by self protection n it will always b there till one day it crumbles n i do hope that when it does its at the appropriate timing and all...cuz i dun tink one can b tt strong always...i c others feeling so so upset..i wan to comfort but i'm a klutz when it comes to these things which explains y i'm not tt physical with frens la...cuz somehow i tink i dun make others feel better so i try to do what i do best...make them laugh by saying some realli absurb n silly stuff...i realli hope to take away all the pain that my frens feel cuz heyz mi very sponge-like one lorz...

oh yes did i forget to mention i need to lose weight??!!...esp if i'm goin for the wedding...Aaaaaarrrrggghhh i realli should start exercising n eating less cuz i eat like a cow...non-stop n snackin!!...oooopppsss did i mention i'm carving for cakes??!

~my sweet tooth is my achilles heel~

Florence