~anxiety~

rainy afternoon of 2nd Jan'2005



its the start of another yr which probably means tt i'm gettin older soon enough..sch will b startin like TmL..havent been able to check out my own personal timetable which means i'm like totally blur over which tut gp i belong to..seriously hope tt the first week will only b lectures manz!!or mayb i'm still dreamin...

i'm kinda terrified for the comin of tis yr..knowin the horrid "moley" who will b teachin us again...tt is reason enough to b scared out of my wits..


i made resolutions but its another thingv to try to b faithful to them....i need to b focused in life cuz i'm forever distracted doin something trival n keepin those imp stuff till last min...guess its a bad habit which i cant seem to break away fr it..i promise to complete my assignments slightly before the deadline...hmmm...kinda impossible though...

i seriously hope tt those who lost their loved ones will find the strenght and courage to go on living...cuz its always the hardest on those who r left behind...

Lord grant mi strenght to go on to overcome all obstascles in my way.Pls help those hurting so bad...help heal their wounds..knowin that all i do is never enough...i need u...


~a prayer to all~

Florence