bein HerE..

afternoon of 27th Dec



came back fr my trip a couple of days ago...yet it seems like eveythin remains the same...went shoppin like crazy....i mean like seriously manz..i bought like tons of stuff...ok not to wear but to use like...n oooooppppppppsssssss couldnt resist gettin a lil somethin for myself as a gift..alrite..mayb its not too little a gift la.wahaha but wat the hell....i totally deserve it....bet pauline is happy with her gift but i dun tink i could say the same for my parents...still feelin super hurt n disappointed over tt though...well...guess i'm to blame ba...

xmas was pretty ok la..meetin the same bunch of ppl...watchin corny shows n of cuz piggin out la..quite dyin to meet my frens..ppl of my age n jus go out cuz i noe for sure once sch starts i cant meet them so frequent liao..so ppl when u r free tell mi k!!hahaa

sometimes i realli hate it when stupid vin goes for personal attcks...i noe i'm far fr perfect...n hell i still hv insecurities over tt issue...but he makes it worse when he intentionally rubs it on my face wheneva we hv arguments...now shuling i noe wat u mean by it totally sucks when ur own mum says " i dun wan to noe wat is goin on b/w both of u" ...n she had the nerve to tell mi " dun u noe wat is tolerance"....ya duH...its precisely because of this i'm tellin u abt it...if not i would hv bashed tt stupid fat ass then accept my punishment or somethin...

hmmmm...but there again i used to fight with pauline in the past.. n tt didnt resolve anythin...sometimes i realli wonder how should i handle ppl in general....mayb i'm jus plain lousy lorz...haiz...


~face pulp would look so much better on u!!~

Florence