~WhOppiee!!~
nite of 28th noV



finAlly...i got somethin for myself not for others....trival stuff that makes mi feel good cuz hopefully i will look good too!!wahhaa thick skin rite??!!no la..i feel disgusted by myself actually...its like evry damn feature abt myself is like shit..my hair,eyes,face, n the list goes on n on...ok i'm wallowin in self hatred again...but i'll move on...

caught incredibles with bro n sis..not too bad actually n the stupid gal gave mi salted popcorn lorz!!hellO no brain ah i like sweet stuff lorz!!totally spoiled my pleasure of eatin popcorn sia!!~gggrrrr~

sometimes life is such that mayb when u thought u knew someone well enough....u tend to form certain expectations abt tis person..n when those r not met..the feelin of disappointment n hurt engulfs one because simply of the fact u placed that person in too high a position...above other elements essential in a human's life..

i'm an extremely stubborn person who emphasizes on pride...when i feel tt i hv been cast aside by any party..i loathe makin the first move because mayb of the fear of bein rejected again...but guess wat it meant so much to mi....tt i actually made the first move n msged u despite feelin sore abt the absences...but i didnt get a reply...so i decided...mayb tryin so hard is furtile...



~it takes two to clap....one sided effort is furtile!~

Florence