~oH YeaH!~
nite of 9th nov...



u noe wat one paper is already done so that only leaves one more...even though the paper today in my opinion was pretty tough la...as in have loads of blanks lorz..but jus realli glad that at least at least one freakin paper is over...so over n forgotten!!...so we decided to reward ourselves to a shoppin spree??!!..lalala...realli happie with my new clothes...erhm...jus realised tt recently i bought quite a handful of new tops...hmmm....wat can i say..??...a gal needs to slurge once a while la..n boy it felt good despite changing into countless outfits lorz..but it was realli fun la!!hahaha...motivated to trim down..inspired by pictures of other women actually....i dun wan to go back n face those knowin looks...sly winks..insiuatin comments like "wa...good life n food huh!!"..like diaoz..wat the hell....i want to prove them wrong..tt i dun lack self-determination...n i can do it....jus to spite u!!...*bleah*..always felt insecure abt myself...be it in terms of the smallest details....like one's hair,..face...body...lets disect...arms,..tummy...legs.. to b precise..it ceratainly did not help tt the incident happened yonders ago...seemed to b linked to my size....i hate it....i so dun like others to call mi giant...like wat the ****...somemore that person was not jokin..neither was she tt close to mi...wat a B***** sia...but i jus beared n grin lorz...but i nvr forgot....how could i...when evryone seemed to b obsessed abt this issue...last time u wont catch mi wearin anythin without sleeves n all...but mayb time has allowed mi to b more accept myself...n my body more graciously....but in spore...all the gals out there seem to b so thin...the comparison nvr seems to end....today i saw this gal called christine...she was slim...then she bloated to...like double her size..n when i saw her today....she was lookin a lot healthy..n yes more contented i suppose...i wish i could b truely comfortably with my skin...but i still find it hard.....


~contentment...with thyself...!~

Florence