~stunned~
nite of 14th oct..


why do u hv to keep doin tis to mi...danglin mi on tis fine string with howlin winds...feelin uncertain n coinfused...knowin the string will snap soon...yet the lure is great to jus keep holdin on...wat the hell is so attractive abt u tt keeps mi there...beats mi ...i dunno...jus received an email fr u..which is a first...just like i still saved ur first msg to mi in my outbox...cuz i hv to always b the proactive one...but today i actually got an email fr u...short but nevertheless...somethin fr u when i didnt make any first move...jus when i decided to get u out of my head...u keep poppin up...i dun tink it hurts as much already...but i still feel somethin wheneva i picture u n ur gf together..yes i realli wish tt u will last with her...cuz i noe..u'll b happier that way...great flo when will u ever learn huh?!always fallin/should i say likin those "out of bounds" guys...haiz...ur birthday is comin...i noe...how can i forget?!...i stored every small detail abt u somewhere close to my heart...but that door has been slammed n i guess its time to move on...but i noe..it wont b easy ..."as long as the stars shine out in the heavens ,as long as the river flows to the sea, i'll get over u(get it over),i'll never forget u!"...

ya...so dunno wat i'm feelin...dun feel much already...assignments n deadlines seriously approachin...so i tink i got better things to do..than tink abt u...i would hv done tt in the past...but not anymore..


~obliterated!~

Florence