~a sense of achievement!~
morning of 24th sep


for the first time in a long while there was no hestiation or even tink of my headin for a blog entry...yippee!!i survived tis entire wk intact completed the essay FinallY...wanted to complete last nite...but couldnt take it ...so crawled to bed at 3...woke up n continued so now i'm lookin at my finished product feelin a sense of pride that i did it!!...lalaala jus feelin so happy that tis wk is done with the wkend comin n of cuz lookin forward to my swimmin date with jac n lin!!heez c sint life lookin up?!its amazin how one's mood vacillates when one is swarped by loomin n overwhelmin deadlines...

actually its kinda sad....that frens that u once thought they were the centre of ur earth r no longer...its like u didnt even have such a pal...the existence merely forgotten...name erased..mayb even face misplaced...the lack of meetin up...the updatinn of life is takin its tollin..i dun seem to matter n it hurts when u c no mention at all..not that i'm cryin for attention..but haiz its kinda difficult to put it down in words...i feel obliterated...fr ur existence...hahahaha n guess wat i'm not even on talkin terms to that guy that i once liked for so much n long.....maYB thats y they say they come n go...these ppl were once in our hearts till another comes to fill its cracks n space... i dunno where i'm goin with the entry n by rite i should hate typin because i hv been typin for my essay prior to bloggin but its weird that these fingers does not wan to stop...as if the mere movement of flying fingers across the keyboard can erase all the pain one feels... ya n mayb i'm wallowin in self-pity... feelin so sorry for myself...i hate this feelin of feelin weak n depressive....i long to realli b happy n laughter comin fr the heart...but can i??


~the heart feels burdened~

Florence