~fickleness~
nite of 27th sep....


ya...isnt it weird that one day u r visible the next day u r not??!! hmm...am i feelin tis way or ppl in general hv cuz this feelin...well i agree with addy said it's not wat that happened that matters...though it bothers mi a LoT...but how to pick my fragments n move on...cuz its more fruitful tis way...no pt spendin time n energy wonderin y it happened or wat has gone wrong...i need to learn to focus n mayb the art of bein forgivin..hahaha i nvr mastered that trait cuz yes i do bear certain grudges...i caNt forget certain things that happened...n despite the ebbin of bitterness.. the stench is still there...no matter how much soap i use to get rid of the smells of horrors will forev remain in a corner of my heart...mayb its time i learnt to let go ...for the sake of others...for the sake of bein kinder to myself...for the sake of sanity...but lettin go is always hard...i noe that for sure..but for the peace of my mind ...i hv to..i jus need to learn how...


~someone teach mi n guide mi...~

Florence