~a mixture of feeliNgS~
afternoon of 9th of JuLy

haiz today was my last day of my sch experience...dunno wat i am feeling...guess should b sorta happy its over coz i can finally wake up later n get more ZzzzzZ but at the sametime i feel upset that i wont b cin those cute little faces smilin at mi when our paths cross or hearin a "gd morn ms loo"but nevermind cuz tink that i will c them soon like next yr ba!!heez i seriously dun mind goin back there la cuz some of the staff r realli nice despite a couple of first class bitches lorz...seriously dunno wat r those asses tinkin of ...jus because of the fact they r teachers it doesn't give them the right to b so mean to the kids of newbies like trainees lor...got nothin to say to ppl like that la...cuz they so ain't worth my saliva manz...hahaha will b meetin with my gals for a super late dinner n hopefully with addy la since she has to attend a meetin till like wat?!10 plus ba...met a couple of westspring ppl n talked to huili n another malay gal...life is weird the last i saw them they still had the wonderous light in their eyes but today when i saw huili...i dunno how to describe la but her eyes were flat n dimmed..i hv no idea why...but jus hope that she will b ok soon...saw ppl fr 3H but they didnt even anknowledge mi at all which sorta hurt la n yes jac i saw that moronic francis n keng guan!!n guess wat that francis said??? "teacher how come u so tall n never grow shorter huh??" like hello where got ppl grow shorter one lor*diaoz* i still hv 2 wks left of hols goin to enjoy it to the max la cuz i noe once sch starts i cant afford to play too much liao cuz of my freakin grades la....i'm afraid of failure, of bein asked to retake the module,of forkin out $$ to the gov,but the worst is not being able to b a qualified teacher....i've dreamt of being a teacher since 10 n hell i wont give it up!!

~sentiments of a ramblin person~

Florence