~a girl's nite out~
afternoon of 10th july

lets go back to last nite la cuz by the time i reached hm was way too late n tired to blog liao!!lastnite was supposed to chill out with addy n mariam sorta like a mini-celebration cum exchangin of experiences thingy...but in the end was jus mi n mariam la cuz addy was still at sch...seriously lucky that we didnt go to bugis...the destination kept changin..cuz was hopin that the place will b the most convenient for her...but wat was the pt in the end despite the countless sms we still didnt get to meet....hahaha mi n mariam were given a table tt was lookin out of the window at the ps outlet n hahaa...wat to do i'm always so lucky the guy beside mi was pretty cute...but haiz his girl n him dun match la n we had sorta hv free show of display to c rite?!*winkz*esp the one of her kissin his knuckles haaha then she was lamentin "dun wan any more ice cream la, makes mi fatter"....like hello y worry so much manz life is abt enjoyin lorz geez anyway i dun it would help if she didnt eat the ice cream lorz...*meanie smilez* but anywayz they still ordered a mini earthquake la!!
hahha k enough abt them la!!so mi n girl talked the entire time non-stop n yes certain funny stuff that happened by the time we finished dessert was close to 11 i guess...n the place was gettin emptier..n as we made our exit we happened to chance upon some ppl takin part in some endurance competition by some chi radio station...it was gettin late n evrywhere was closin so we decided to wait outside the mall for her..n i realised that the no of ppl smokin r like increasin manz...evry corner was bound to b smokers!!aaaaaargrghhh..stinks lorz...gave her a call actually to tell her where we were...but she was still at sch havin a break n she had no idea wat time it would end....seriously....haiz sometimes i dun tink i hv any control over my face anymore....it betrayed all the emotions that i felt.... pissed,resignation,acceptance,nothingness.... noticed that dunno y the looks last nite i attracted were fr guys all wearin specs....interestin observation flo hhaha esp that freakin person on the train ...hahhaa muz b cuz when i talk i'm damn animated n ..in short action babi la!! hahha should b la....got an sms fr jiemei which seriously freaked mi out truely tink that the stuff he say is so hair raisin....cant believe how one can type such mush n sent it to others like yeeeecccckkkssss....didnt reply him cuz hello who wans u the come down n visit mi in sch!! "art thou mad??"hello save that for ur supposed gf lorz!!
i decided already its no pt gettin upsetted over somethin that seems so trivial to many cuz its futile...the mouth n heart is not connected...my mouth says "oh nvm its okie.." but my heart screams "wat again!!how come always like that??!" but there again we r startin anew...so i shouldn't let tis affect mi...cuz its realli no pt la...i rather concentrate on others...i dun wan to b the one keep givin till i'm shrivelled,the one who makes the first move,the one who says its ok n nevermind,the one who is an ass.......
oh ya did i forget to mention that i will nvr take a train bk fr town at nite...cuz i did that n by the time i reached the cck bus-stop i missed the last bus .n yupz was waitin in vaiN for another n then i took the nite rider which was my first time la...i nvr knew that cck was that big n was afraid cuz evryway seemed so foreign n the SAMe the only familiar place was when the bus was on the 172 route passin lin's place then finally at the teck whye garden's then i was assured but the nite view has a calmin n soothin effect on one's ravaged soul la....felt more at peace at the end of my ride n mind u the ride was 3 stinkin bucks!!if i knew better i would hv took a bus fr town or a cab fr lot 1 manz!!hhahaa but at least i had an interestin experience to rem jus like my 4 days at sch@!!


~once bitten twice shy~

Florence