~how caN it b true~
before dinNer ...stomach rumbliN

its damn freaky lor to tink that i jus dreamt of him n mi the nite b4 n YES i saw him!!or should i b more precise to say that i saw his gf first...she looked familiar n i was tinkin whose the gal in that red blouse huh look quite familiar lorz...then only i noticed she was with a guy which is HiM ..yupz n that moron was grinnin spastically to mi sayin "heyz hi"
i was realli gapin shits mouth hangin cuz i cant believe the coincidence of happenings lor...n i blew it i jus said "hey" n i actually jus turned away...man*slaps forehead* how how dumb can one get u tell mi?!hahaha but guess wat i realli was in my "findin nemo" T-shirt n jeans (wat a way to make an impression ya?)ass lor y didn't i meet him whem i was more presentable mayb coverin some of my flaws...rather than cin mi like THAT?so horrid...but hmm...wonder is it a sign tellin mi to wake up to reality..cuz he n her jus look so good n right together...n tellin mi subtlely jus to give up u pea-brain n So wat???life goes on!!started feelin upsetted when i was in the train by myself... the image of both of them jus replayin in my mind...heart felt somethin but cant describe how it felt..painful..couldn't brathe...idoit on the train freaked out n moved away ..but hell i dun care...i wan u out of my head, my mind....n yes my heart...u tink its fun havin images of u in my head..well no ...its not!!i mean wats the pt i noe wats my placin ..i shouldn't hv even fallen for u but at that time all i have to say in my defense..i didn't noe the fact u were or are still attached..u tink its easy hearin u say how much u like her..how u changed for the better n ya how u wanted to marry her...ya i knew from that moment that i would never stand a chance...so cheers..i've gotta stop whinin cuz it serves no purpose n wont ever bring u to mi...heyz jus gotta give it to u cuz u made mi the skeptical n cynical one actually feel somethin for u...n the person is definitely not DAVID la...i'm sure u all noe who i'm referin to la cuz i kept talkin abt him..n mayb i dun speak of him as often but yes my heart still remembers evrythin...but u were never mine so i guess thats the way it will always b..

yours truely...
florence

~hoW can i ever ForGet u...mayb time will help mi~...
~i waN to delete u fr my life...pls spare me the torture..i dun tink i can take it anymore..~

Florence