~a TiMe to RemeMbeR the DeaD~
nite of 31st MaY

tis day serves as a stark reminder of wat happened eight fateful years ago..ya many yrs have passed but i will never forget that very day...i hv always asked myself whether i could hv reached there in time jus to c u for one last time..my biggest regret in my entire lifetime..if only we havent gone to wrteched jurong point..mayb if we didn't catch that movie...will we b able to catch a last glimpse??Although i knew that u were stricken with cancer but with all the medication u took i naviely believed that u will still b with us..or mayb i failed to accept the fact that u will eventually b gone fr this universe..i noe u tried ur hardest to b fair to all ur grandchildren n love us equally..but i knew in ur heart that it wasn't so..but i still respected n liked u a great deal enough to b so proud n mention u wheneva someone asked abt my grandparents...u taught mi a lot of things how to care for others n i always wanted to b jus like u cuz u r so selfless n givin to all even at ur own expense..but i dun tink that i will ever measure up to u..i noe that u're no longer here with us but i do hope that u realli can hear mi fr where u r ..i do noe for sure that u r at a way happy n peaceful place cuz u seriously deserved it!!i pray that u will continue to watch over mi n our family n pls knock some sense into ur wife..she's changed..i'm realli am tryin but mayb its never enough..mayb i'm not good ennough for anythin but pls grant mi the strenght n patience to control my frightful tongue n thoughts...n hopefully they will cease resonatin in my freakin head!!Gong gong i reallli do miss u sometimes n u're the first person to come to my mind whenever i land into shit or achieve somethin..i wan u to b proud of mi n i do hope that u will b..

~a tRibutE to The GreAstest MaN i Knew~

Florence