~seNse Of ConTentmeNt That thiNgs aRe bEtter~
nite of 21st may

ya ya u can tell from the number of times i submitted entry the extent of my Boredom rite??!wahahaha actually jus so estactic that things r certainly better b/w us liao so thankful that i manage to summon my courage n jus chuck the damn pride to send u an sms hahaha though tonite online we didnt exactly talk that much but jus knowin u were there was comfortin enough n yes i read ur blog too n certainly am touched that despite the freakin fact that i was such a total bitch n loser U still took my spears in ur stride n even wrote abt bein sorrie..manz that was the total meltin pt.. that some unexplainable reason the bitterness in my heart ebbed away n i chided myself for bein such a spoilt brat who "spoke" without tinkin of other ppl's feelings... but to tell u the truth i felt way better after that unholy confession like a burden lifted off my shoulders ooopppsss*sorrie to say that la but its true*..glad that we cleared the air n we r so on the road of recovery..u take care gal realli realli lookin forward to cin u next wk n ur granny will b fine k i'll pray for her too hmmm...i'll go n find out whether the bottled snake head thingy contains sugar a not then i'll get back to u k!! cuz drinkin that after an op will help to heal the wound faster n decreasin chances of infection...oh ya for God's sake can that stoooopppppppid doc do a proper n clean job before i clobber his thick head....i mean where got ppl hv to go for 2nd op so soon one??!!hmmmm...*startin to wonder abt his expertise*tis leads mi back to another gurl that i mentioned yest..i won't b able 2 visit u cuz u didn't wan that many ppl knowin abt ur condition n i respect ur wishes but even if i'm not there physically there i'll still b there for u prayin for u 2 b strong n brave n hopin the Lord will not fail u in tis imp test u r facin rite now...

~for all who aRe faCin hUrdles "there can B mircales, when U believe.."~

Florence