i'M so goiN bersek soon!!~
nite of 24th maY

Actually realli thankful that noNe of my frens spent the day with mi today...for some unexplainable reason i was in a supermanic mood one min i could b feelin happy n gigglin over the sillest stuff n hummin the next i was snappin at evry family member in sight no yes nobody will b spared when i am in one of my dangerous moods!!hmm...to tell u the truth i hv no idea wat the hell triggered tis extreme mood swings ba..feelin shitified, cooped, cant breathe gotta get out n hv air..stiflin closin onto mi.cant run fr her cuz she's always there where-eva i turn! i'm irritated i NeeD to get out away fr her..but the weird thin she doesn't say much u jus her presence n all ...gosh i'm seriously tryin to b nice n toloratin even talkin to her..am i bein jus mean or unfillal cuz i jus cant seem to continue the act of puttin on a smile when i so noe wat type of person she is lor..hypocritical piece of *** manz i cant believe i was so horrid n sent that sms to ling i didn't mean it in that way k haiz i cant believe wat possessed mi to say that lorzx but u r so sweet to reassure mi with ur warm sms..thanzx gurl *hugs* n nani hope that u r still takin time to sort out ur feelings n thoughts k heez n yes i tink we r so united in drivin jac mad soon haha tell u a secret "i still can't tag" haha but nvr la i will use this method also can la...hahaha but my mood slightly brightens at the prospect of tml!!finally addy i will get to c u after so many donkey wks..or iwas it jus days huh??!! hahaha i tink the reason partly responsible for my attack of bersek-ness is stayin at hm too many days liao..can u believe jus mi n her..yeecks haha but i can't blame anyone apart fr myself..cuz the whole issue always begins with mi...n i'm jus filled with shit la.wat else is there to say??

~hoW could u b wat u r when u r jus deceivin others by puttin on a front?! caN u liVe with that??~

Florence