~i'm enlightened~
nite of 29th maY

Now i truely noe why the taste of tears are bitter...n salty...i hv to grit my freakin teeth to attemp to stem the flow but guess wat its not workin at all..not the slightest bit..i'm realli realli sick of gettin somethin thrown back to my face repeatedly... do u tink that its fun bain thick-skin n keep on askin the same qns jus to hear the same ans..well i'm wonderin in this life how come i hv to b the one with all the plans n hopes but NOTHING ever comes out of it..yapz nothin...ya mayb its betta to keep it to jus vein online ..cuz i certainly dun wan u to c tis puffed up face of mine with stupid red eyes n a blocked nose yupz...well i guess that its easier that way to cuz i can get away with stuff which i say but i dun mean it at ALL...sheessshh cant believe that i'm actually cryin over tis for a gd 15 mins...well tis wont do ..wat the hell would that accomplish??!!ya precisely nothin ...its "okie i understand" i tink tis is my pet phrase now i've been sayin that so many times in our conversation tonight...mayb u should tink abt tis pt if i wanted others wouldn't i hv approached them not u??!! ya but there again its okie i noe i can identify with ur situation....like hell i can hhahaha *bitter laughter* yupz i noe my placin n all ya okie no problem...but dun count on mi to try askin u again la i noe wat's the ans goin to b anyway...i may sound incoherent n disillusioned hahha BUT no worries i TOTALLY noe wat i'm writin n it should b perfectly clear cuz i was nvr one to hide my feelings but lately i'm not the same person...ya i'm smilin n laughin but how many of u all actually noes wat the fuck goes on in my head...loss for words...well i'm NOt surprised cuz i was nvr given the chance *oh mY* i forgot I'm supposed to b bubbly n carefree rite..a person with no issues n anythin...how can i EVEr forget that fact ..silly mi...yupz i'll jus SHUT up ...as usual...jus listenin to u all rambling..n keepin the dark thoughts inside!!

~jaDed with all ThE craP~

Florence