~the engulfiN sEnse Of BoRedom ThReatenIn to OvErcoMe MI~
21st May

HAiz...think that the earlier bitchin has totally drained my energy liao in fact mayb its all these accumulation of little n seemingly insignificant details that eventually snowballs n "WHamS" it jus hits u n manz the max pt has been reached..hmm..usually i can control my self n jus try to ignore the buzzin of voices tellin mi all my insecurities as a sister,a daughter, ya and as a fren but i guess that today the naggin voice seems to b growin in strenght ..i'm startin to doubt a lot of things..events n all.. no longer the trustin n naive person that i once was..or mayb i'm jus plain sensitive jus itchin to find fault with anythin n anyone..or MAYB i'm jus a born bitcH who complains n whines abt jus specks of shit!!hahaha life is definitely gettin more interestin in the sense that the amt of growth i tink i hv progressed within jus a period of time ..to all my frens: jac:great that we are the same as old times and happy to play sports with u anytime jus gotta inform of the day n i'll try to make it k!! mariam: for listenin to mi bitch n my laughin partner manz u realli do giggle at the slightest stuff la*winks* addy:at tis pt of time,i dun exactly noe wat to classify our "relationship" status heez but i do noe that lately we have a couple of upheavals.. yes i noe that i'm difficult n seem to b pissed all the time but i still wan to say "we realli gotta work things out la" cuz i dun think tt i wan to lose a fren like u hahha i noe that i'm quick tempered but jus give mi some time n space n i hope i'll b feelin better la ling:for bein my confidate whom i trust all those horrible thoughts 2 sorrie for burdenin u but somehow u always reach mi at the right times when i'm fallin apart thanzx a million for breakin my fall!! u're the only person fr my 1st 3 months i even borthered to keep in contact cuz i sorta knew fr the moment at the lib tt u willl b a worthy fren of mine...n once again i'm rite!! nani:my gossip n altopartner in dss will nvr forget the times we spent so dramatic la n jus luv hangin out ya*grinz* hmm...yups tis is jus a mini tribute to all mentioned above and i truely tink u all deserve to b praised la...no no u all better dun get all swell-headed now!! ya i do noe that its jus nice to b remembered so i'm listin ur names which goes to demonstrate the importance of u guys in my life..ONcE aGain thank you for keepin mi SaNe or pRovidin sOme kick Into Tis boRin LiFe of mIne...anyways today so bored stayed at hm after a cancelled outin even went to the coM twiCe whicH is a first la...hmmm...guess today is jus a mere 5/10

Florence